Where Water Flows

• Many days have passed by. From cooladd in Where Water Flows (74 days old)

  Hello, anoyone that may be reading this. It's been a long time since I posted on my blog. Most of my writing was written without any preparation or drafting. What I put on my blog was usually precisel… more

• English Language's world domination. From cooladd in Where Water Flows (407 days old)

  Code-switching (alternating between one language and another) is common in many countries which use English as a Second or foreign language. I personally only ever experience code-switching when occas… more

• Trust From cooladd in Where Water Flows (568 days old)

  What is Trust? I don't know. I really don't know. Trusting someone for me is when i feel completely content that they can't possibly be lying and nothing can possibly be wrong at all. But it's almost … more

• I caught a glimmer of a partially naked body hope. From cooladd in Where Water Flows (569 days old)

  I was looking out of my bedroom window, at the rabbit in the garden, when in the house opposite i noticed a girl in her underwear, briefly. Perhaps less than 2 seconds. But it caught my eye and then s… more

• Adult children From cooladd in Where Water Flows (574 days old)

  I'm busy all the time. I don't have much time to sit down calmly. But this need to be busy is a crazy feeling. It's a fear of doing nothing and being lonely. I don't have friends to hang out with when… more

• Strange emotions. From cooladd in Where Water Flows (576 days old)

  Well it's been a while since I wrote on my blog. Things are strange at the moment. I have a girlfriend who I have been going out with for about three weeks. Relationships seem to stir up severe underl… more

• Lonely From cooladd in Where Water Flows (611 days old)

  I'm very Lonely at the moment. Today is a very bad day for me. The weathers crap and that means I can't go for a walk and say Hi to the odd stranger, making me feel like I actually have friends to do … more

• Completed sport relief mile From cooladd in Where Water Flows (615 days old)

  I managed to complete the sport relief mile today. It was a nice event, in Manchester town centre, with lots of friendly people around and a fun warm up session beforehand, which seemed like aerobics.… more

• Sport Relief Mile From cooladd in Where Water Flows (617 days old)

  Hello :) This Sunday i've decided to do the sport relief mile In Manchester. I'm looking forward to it as it'll be the first time i've been running without being alone, since I started about a mon… more

• Mum & Me From cooladd in Where Water Flows (618 days old)

  My mum has lived with alcoholism for longer than me and been affected by it more and in a different way. She was the one that was aware of the drinking and tried to hide it from the outside world, lik… more

• Comfort zones aren't comfortable. From cooladd in Where Water Flows (626 days old)

  'Only those who risk going too far, can find out how far it is possible to go' T.S. Eliot           I love this quote. For me personally, I'm starting bel… more

• I see me from outside me. From cooladd in Where Water Flows (635 days old)

  Well, just over a week ago I set myself some goals. In all honesty I haven't looked at them since I wrote them. Looking back, writing a list of goals for the week wasn't helpful. I need to focus on ea… more

• Returning the phone From cooladd in Where Water Flows (641 days old)

  I've taken this quote from Hope for today. ' I didn't get many of the things I needed to thrive emotionally and spiritually. things like consistency, structure, encouragement, and acceptance of my f… more

• Weekly goals 18/02/07 From cooladd in Where Water Flows (643 days old)

  Well, today was a lot better than the last few days have been. I started running about a month ago and have been running once every few days. I felt great after running today, and then I managed to go… more

• Dear Diary Frustration & Anger From cooladd in Where Water Flows (644 days old)

  well, my mum just asked me to light the oven, and I said no because my knee hurts, she wouldn't accept this and I wouldn't do it, so I threw all the washing on the floor and threw a sock at her head. … more

• Pink & Black Joy & doom From cooladd in Where Water Flows (644 days old)

  Well, it's beautiful outside. I attempted to walk to the driving range and hit some golf balls. But, I looked in the mirror in the front hall and i decided after attempting several times to make mysel… more

• Alone From cooladd in Where Water Flows (648 days old)

  It's funny how I can be so alone when all I want is to meet people and enjoy being with people. I don't work, or go anywhere where I can meet people. It's an endless road to nowhere, a path that's oh … more

• Trying, little by little. From cooladd in Where Water Flows (650 days old)

  Well, if you don't know, this blog is about me. I'm not sure exactly who I am, what I like or where I want to go in my life. All I know is, i'm not normal. I don't think normal is easy to define, b… more

• Alcoholism affected me From cooladd in Where Water Flows (652 days old)

  I'm Adam. My dad was an alcoholic for a lot of my life, hes now sober and recovering through Alcoholics Annonymous and has been for many years, thankfully. Adult children of alcoholics are people who … more

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